I have definitely observed this within my own interactions with this material. When I was first introduced to these articles, I found myself saying…that is very similar to what so and so is teaching…this isn’t new, oh maybe this part is… Flame has been referenced before, why does she have to use all this lingo that confuses a simple point?…Then it was breaking down Flame for myself and what that meant from the teachings I had received/read/remembered/aligned with over the years…it brought it back to source. But Source what? Source where? Source how? Yes how…I have always found the activations lacking in the New Age community, it was always on to the next one, on to the next one, without breaking down and familiarizing with the one that just took place. I would often feel like a chocolate on a conveyor belt, box me up and eat me please, hehehe.
In the first several monthes of individual classes and engrossing myself in every article published, I would compare…however, for most of the information my brain seemed to take up swimming in the rapids 😉 ! There were too many aha moments to articulate in this comment. One such moment in an individual class I just started unravelling…it was a moment where I knew that I could no longer continue in the community that I had currently placed myself.
Over the years I have embroiled myself in the New Age, left, returned, switched to seemingly new or ancient teachings only to find myself leaving that again. I have way toooooo many certifications to name…never hanging my shingle on one particular modality, there was enough Flame remembrance to recognize the shallowness, hollowness…never quite having the resolution within. I would practice that modality for a minute then on to the next.
When the unraveling began, I attempted to have a foot in both worlds. I had the “I have to save my friends too”, “I will be alone”, “Hardly anyone understood me before…this will make my communications impossible”, and many more…fear of losing my deep connection to the earth, fear of my husband suddenly turning pixelated, fear of not being able to have the joy of relationship connection, and on and on and on.
Still I have persevered in my Flame Remembrance and I have extracted myself completely from the oscillatory communities that are feeding the Mimic Grid. Going into stillness within, doing a session with Kelly once I had extracted myself…continuing to immerse myself in every article, revisiting them, and finally signing up for the Immersion class. So much of the confusion has left, the burdens of belief systems and carrying the savior complex just diminished with no effort. Spaciousness and spatial awareness are my new operating system, my communications have become cleaner, meeting each person where they are and not feeling like I have to bring them around to my way of perceiving. I seem to say the appropriate thing in the moment and the delivery is clean, I enjoy people more now… having that knowingness that they are exactly where they need to be (I sort of thought that before, however there was always the need to drop a comment referencing my belief and still the save them mentality in the background).
The Earth is STILL a deep connection, I can function in the world and have conveniently arranged my schedule to have rest and nature following a deep forage into the render bands. Humor is still part of my life…the world has gotten more radiant, not disappeared…it has re-appeared, revealing itself in its original design. Thank you Kelly, we have dipped our toes into this remembrance and for me there is no question that I am about to dive dive dive. wahoooooooooooooo